Keep Dreaming

There’s somebody out there
Who always smile
If he smiles his face is very cool
But
I can’t reach him
Every night i prays for him
Someday i can reach him
I always think
Someday
I can reach him
I can smile together him
But
It’s all just dream
Keep dreaming
Yesterday
I saw him with his girlfriend
They smiled together


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New

New
So new
All I can do is walk through
I thought that a separation
Won’t make a depression
But now I know,
It won’t be easy to go
New
So new
That for some moments
I tried to be kind
But I was blind
New
So new
I miss my friendship
And partnership
I didn’t want to leave
I didn’t even believe
New
So new
Everything has changed
No one to be blamed
No one’s wrong
We’re just have to be strong
New
So new
But because of you
All of you
30 chances for new friendship
30 chances for new partnership
New
So new
I am still half blind
I’m not fine
But I will be
Today
Tomorrow
Or later
Just not far away


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You’re gone

My sadness will never gone
Until you catch me
My heart is too cold for you
Can’t you make this warm?
Day after day
I live my life by waiting for you
But, what i get?
You’re gone
There’s something you didn’t know
Just to make you believe
My love is too deep
And you can’t dive for this love

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Empty

I didn’t hear your voice
When I did have no choice
The tingling feel inside my heart is now the one who roles.
I once was in hollow
With no one to follow
And now my heart without you is a deep lake of sorrow.
And it’s not even shallow…
Once be in my heart,
Stays there forever,
Never leaving.
One leaves me tonight,
Leaves me forever,
Never coming back.
I didn’t see your eyes
Looking up to the skies
With now a deep feeling of lone, they’re never gonna rise.

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My Heart, Come Back!!

I wait….
Always wait…
Wait for a long time…
Wait for a sacrifaction…
Wait for a heart that I miss…
Hope it can be mine…
And the next, I can give my heart….
The only one for my missing heart…
But, this evening…
When the sun disappeared,
I saw the moon who get my soul…
Makes me feel calm down…
I took the light, but I can’t see it again…
The next, I want to close my eyes…
Hope it can lost my sadness
‘coz I can’t find my missing piece…
Suddenly, there was a light come for me…
I can’t see it coz it blinking…
Then, I close my eyes back…
And I realize that it was my missing heart….
I cant stop my tears,
I cant stop my love…
This is my moment …
I’d like to stop the clock make time stand still…
Listening his words and whispering something
My heart feel come back…
My moment unforgettable 4ever and ever
I miss U…
I miss U my missing piece…


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Remnants of Love

I don’t know…
What I’m going to do now
I’m falling apart
You lead me across the sea of madness
Show me…
The light that you brought
I cried for remedy
To break this chains of suffering
The only forgiveness
Far beyond my reach
All the cursed memories
Played the dark symphony within me
In the eyes of the shadow
They wilt away
Unveil the truth
Beneath the shield of despair
All the tears that you cried
All the sorrow words that you wrote
Destroyed this heart of steel
Into dust of doubt


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But I Miss You

i was walking in the forest
its green keeps me warm and peace
keeps me also buried in my hidden mind
i was amused by silence
only distrubed by bird’s singing song
i saw lots of brown
and saw more green with the sun shines on me secretly
i feel i am home
i think i am where i belong to
but i know there’s something wrong in this peace
there’s no’ you’ around….
and the fact that i miss you much
i left behind that crown place
give up friends and family
i took nothing but my self and my braveness
to the forest i called PEACEFULLMIND
but i left my heart to you…
i wonder how i am gonna live in this uncertain place
though i am so in love of wood fragrance
and i know i can cook and shower with my bare hand
and i will sleep peacefully in the sound of silence
but still….i cant run away from the ghost of past
i know i never miss the city light
nor the easiness of modern living
or anything from my years behind
but i know, i will be missing you…


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For Now

I’m standing here
Alone in the dark
No one can hear me
For now
I’m a black rainbow
Flying into the night
No one can see me
For now
I’m a lost soul
Crawling into the mist
No one can love me
For now
I’m a broken wheel
Fight my way back to the road
No one waited for me
For now
I’m a blind heart
Craving for love
No one  can guide me
For how long?


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